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Thursday, May 5, 2011

...being a mother

sebelum ni...i never thought of getting here.i mean..menjd ibu kpd 4 org anak yg comel n nakal.hahaha..but i've always set my mind,i want 4 kids.alhamdulillah,Allah memakbulkan permintaanku dan setelah bersalin no 4..aku mengambil keputusan utk "ikat" terus peranakan ku.well,atas nasihat doktor pon..since i have diabetes (follow my arwah opah)..dan my last baby pon a very BIG baby (doctor was very worried ms belum bersalin tu sbb aku ade kencing manis n baby besar..NOT SO NICE COMBINATION I GUESS)...
my story for each one of my children will have different versions.aku ni agak malang kot,tiap kali mengandung,aku akan menhadapi a little bit of DUGAAN.ms ngandung yg sulong,DANIEL FADZLAN...his father doesnt want to get involve...2nd one plak NUR NATASHA,her dad is a jerk (to me) but alhamdulillah,dia reti nak syg anaknye.
yg no 3 MUHAMMAD KHAIRZUL FAQARUDIN...ms tu kami idop susah.believe it or not,kami pernah idop dlm umah setinggan,umah papan dll..idop waktu tu sgt2 susah.dan ms ngandung no 4 KYRAA SOFEA,my marriage was on rock tp..alhamdulillah msh bole diselamatkan..
dugaan demi dugaan...and i believe that makes me even stronger.and that makes my children extra special.they know that their mother bukan org senang..mereka anak2 yg memahami,sungguhpun msh kecil.alhamdulillah..syukur yaAllah..
sekarang masing2 da makin membesar.yes,masing2 ade kerenah tersendiri.yg sulong dulu slalu dpt no 1 dlm kelas..skrg ni diperhatikan,slalu je ngadap tv smpi remote tv pon dia sorok...hehehe...sabo je lah.tp bile tibe ari dia nak exam,kelam kabut marahkan opah n mama nye yg dia belom study lg la ape la..
yg no 2 ni i'm quite worried..sbb da pandai nak menipu.tp org ckp its just a phase,that i need to tell her everyday menipu tu berdosa.i hope this method can work out.coz i'm quite worried.tp one thing about her..she's a very obedient and helpful.lau minx tlg ape2,pasti boleh.sweet little girl actually...
no 3...VERY LAH CHEEKY.noty.kite marah dier bole senyum.kadang2 cubit..PON SENYUM.adoiyaiii...saket jiwa.hahahah..tp kdg2 dia lah pak lawak.my buah hati actually... :P
yg si kecik (kami panggey dia tanje2) .. hehehe..agaknye dia tau dia bongsu n manje..mmg da nmpk,jenis suke merampus n memerintah.heheheh..tu belom leh ckp n belom bole berjalan lg.dah ade sok...abissla sayaaaa... :P
but as u can see...i am a very proud mother to this 4 kids.mother's day?well..it would be nice if they knew how to spoilt mommy,tp kalau xtau pon xpe..i'm happy enough.
how bout u?

xoxo ;)

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