if u think u're having stress or 'saket jiwa'..

DONT GO TO THE SHRINK.!! (x kirelah hosp gov or private)

why?

coz kalo gov hospital..instead of getting relieved,korg akan merase bertambah2 saket jiwa bile terpakse menunggu giliran berjmpe pakar psikiatris..appointment 9am...11am belom tentu dpt msk lg..
dan kalo di private hospital plak...mmg jangka waktu menunggu x lama n layanan tip top la..they even ask the right questions and give us the full positive ions that can lat until the next appointment.
but the only problem here is...bile tibe time korg nak bayo...muahahahah..mau saket jiwe la kot nak kuarkan dr poket.

itula kot sistem di malaysia..i dont know negara lain.our private rate is kinda high...manakala in gov hosp..jangka masa menunggu sgtlah lama.
so kalo rs stress ke ape ke..pandai2 la release kn sendiri.unless u r super rich xperlu koje leh tggu berjam2 di hosp gov orrr...u can pay shrink tu rm100 per hour pon xde hal..kan?
muahahah..

p/s : i'm STRESSED OUT

...being a mother

sebelum ni...i never thought of getting here.i mean..menjd ibu kpd 4 org anak yg comel n nakal.hahaha..but i've always set my mind,i want 4 kids.alhamdulillah,Allah memakbulkan permintaanku dan setelah bersalin no 4..aku mengambil keputusan utk "ikat" terus peranakan ku.well,atas nasihat doktor pon..since i have diabetes (follow my arwah opah)..dan my last baby pon a very BIG baby (doctor was very worried ms belum bersalin tu sbb aku ade kencing manis n baby besar..NOT SO NICE COMBINATION I GUESS)...
my story for each one of my children will have different versions.aku ni agak malang kot,tiap kali mengandung,aku akan menhadapi a little bit of DUGAAN.ms ngandung yg sulong,DANIEL FADZLAN...his father doesnt want to get involve...2nd one plak NUR NATASHA,her dad is a jerk (to me) but alhamdulillah,dia reti nak syg anaknye.
yg no 3 MUHAMMAD KHAIRZUL FAQARUDIN...ms tu kami idop susah.believe it or not,kami pernah idop dlm umah setinggan,umah papan dll..idop waktu tu sgt2 susah.dan ms ngandung no 4 KYRAA SOFEA,my marriage was on rock tp..alhamdulillah msh bole diselamatkan..
dugaan demi dugaan...and i believe that makes me even stronger.and that makes my children extra special.they know that their mother bukan org senang..mereka anak2 yg memahami,sungguhpun msh kecil.alhamdulillah..syukur yaAllah..
sekarang masing2 da makin membesar.yes,masing2 ade kerenah tersendiri.yg sulong dulu slalu dpt no 1 dlm kelas..skrg ni diperhatikan,slalu je ngadap tv smpi remote tv pon dia sorok...hehehe...sabo je lah.tp bile tibe ari dia nak exam,kelam kabut marahkan opah n mama nye yg dia belom study lg la ape la..
yg no 2 ni i'm quite worried..sbb da pandai nak menipu.tp org ckp its just a phase,that i need to tell her everyday menipu tu berdosa.i hope this method can work out.coz i'm quite worried.tp one thing about her..she's a very obedient and helpful.lau minx tlg ape2,pasti boleh.sweet little girl actually...
no 3...VERY LAH CHEEKY.noty.kite marah dier bole senyum.kadang2 cubit..PON SENYUM.adoiyaiii...saket jiwa.hahahah..tp kdg2 dia lah pak lawak.my buah hati actually... :P
yg si kecik (kami panggey dia tanje2) .. hehehe..agaknye dia tau dia bongsu n manje..mmg da nmpk,jenis suke merampus n memerintah.heheheh..tu belom leh ckp n belom bole berjalan lg.dah ade sok...abissla sayaaaa... :P
but as u can see...i am a very proud mother to this 4 kids.mother's day?well..it would be nice if they knew how to spoilt mommy,tp kalau xtau pon xpe..i'm happy enough.
how bout u?

xoxo ;)

what do u want actually?

bengang,geram n saket hati...!!
selama ni if i make my own decision,ko marah.kononnye kena tanye dulu pendapat.tp bile aku wat jugak kononnye xheran,g mampos.padahal dok klangkabot cr aku...
now bile dier plak nak g enjoy...xnak bwk aku.ah..???nape?dok ade pompuan laen dok tggu ke kat tpt tu?or malu nak bwk aku?coz i know kengkwn ko da tentu bwk psgn masing2..why not u?
kan????
please la jangan pentingkan dr sendiri.coz i can be one.
xtau nak pk ape..all i know this time,if u really wanna go without me,then u should let me do things on my oWN PRIVACY.!!

osama dah meninggal?

assalamualaikum...
firstly,if this news is true..innalillahiwainnalillahirojiun..dan kawan2,sebagai umat Islam,sedekahkanlah Al-Fatihah kepada si mati.moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang yg beriman,amin.

my view? (hahaah pentingkah pandangan aku?) :P

KILLING will never be a solution to "world peace".why?sbb pengeboman kisah 911 lah,US jdkan alasan utk hunt osama down.dan bile osama plak dah meninggal dunia,skrg mulalah pihak2 fahaman extreme Islam akan lancarkan balas dendam.nama pun balas dendam,dimanakah syahid nya?
so this will be on and on killing each other.yg menghairankan...cerdik pandai spt US pon xleh pk benda ni.u put ur people at risk.dont u think there will be another flight bombing like 911 tragedy?what makes u so sure there will be no revenge?kan?

coz seriously,sy pon x suke tindakan osama itu sendiri.andaikata sedang berperang..itu lain.tp ko easily kill innocent people...hmm tahlah.hanya Tuhan yg berhak menghitung semua ini.
but all i'm saying..killing will never be the solution.i repeat..NEVER be the solution.!!no matter who u are..JEWS,CHRISTIANS,MUSLIM,BUDDHIST etc..etc...our religion never want us to be cruel and mean.
tahla...i'm nobody.but deep inside my heart,i hope one day,all will come to their sense and realize...that killing each other would never solve any problems..

take care all..xoxo

S.U.N.Y.I

dengan kecanggihan dunia cyber sekarang..pernah x korg terase spt korg dekat dengan si dia tp JAUH?hehehe..itu le yg berlaku pd aku n my love incik hubby.. :P
al kisahnye,sejak dah ade bilik khas..KOMPUTER ROOM..asalkan cuti,hubby pon memulakan tugasnye membelek fb (ye la kalo dier keje,mane ade ms ye x?) n kdg2 main game..hmmm yg aku n anak2 dok nengok tv kat ruang tamu.kdg2 siap sms..(dia dlm blk,aku kat depan)."PAPA NAK MAKAN APE TGH ARI NI?"
Hehehehe..pelik tp benar.dekat tapi jauh...but some people said,its better mcm ni.at least dia di depan mata..kan?
ye ke?
adakah aku kesah?well at first x kisah...tp lame2..jd sunyi.
but now i'm getting used to it.alah,kalo dah syg...kite akan belajar utk give and take..kan?kan?? :P
well..
setengah org gado ari2,tp diorg bahagia (kalo x gado jd sunyi)..
ade sesetangh plak aman damai xde gado..tp sbnrnye x bahagia.
so mensyukuri nikmat yg ada adalah yg sebaiknya..insyaallah.wallahualam..
take care all..xoxo

dictator..???

entahlah.i really dont like people who use agama utk "mengindahkan" dunia pd mata dia...to me that type of person is just playing his role as God.how can a person be so judgemental..that he knows everything?kan?
yeah..hadis,fatwa n all this are our believes but pls laa..come on.
al kisahnye,dia ngomel,di satu laman web sosial,para isteri banyak mengomel ttg kerja umah yg menimbun selepas balik keje n para suami x nak menolong.to me..x salah pon kalau para isteri nak mengomel.sekali sekala,they have to let out their worries n feelings.kalo dok pendam,bole jadi gile kot?kan?
tp si hamba Allah ni kata..eiii korg jgn merungut.nnti jatuh x ikhlas.abis buku pahala jd 0.00 markah.lgpun korg wat keje tu pahalanye serupa mati syahid (sabda rasullulah s.a.w)
well,i agree with sabda Rasullulah..itu betul..tp bab x ikhlas tu..ko sape nak kate org suke2 je xikhlas?kalo x ikhlas..xde la diorg buat rutin tu sehari2.bangun awal siapkan bekal anak2..mandi g keje,balik kemas umah n msk blablabla..tgh mlm anak merengek nak susu.br nak lelap,si BAPAK PLAK MERENGEK nak tetttttt.!!! ops.!! terlebey sudaaa hahaha :P
so back to my topic..
jd lelaki ni..xnak tlg si isteri sbb xdpt pahala mati syahid?owh sbb isteri mudah dpt pahala mati syahid,laki susah..nak kena perang br dpt..HAHAHA..patheticnyeeee lah alasan ko.!!mmg kompom xleh jd ustaz.. :P opssss
apelah dosanya kalau si isteri tu nak merungut pun?yg tentukan dia ikhlas atau x buat kerja tu bukan kite manusia..hanya Allah yg mengetahui.janganlah kite memandai2 berlakon menjadi Tuhan.menuding sana sini sedangkan...alasan sbnr xnak tlg tu ialah...MALAS.!!TETTTT...!!!!
SEKIAN...

p/s : kalo rase nak sgt pahala mati syahid cepat (isteri senang je ari2 dpt kan?)..ko g daftar jd ahli al-qaeda...depa tgh wat rancangan nak balas dendam utk osama.so..pegilah.daftar yek.free mati syahid.ekekekekeekek..wallahualam... :P

soalnya hati...

usually org akan ingat..owh dah kahwin tu HAPPILY EVER AFTER.!!err...sorry,melainkan ko tu KATE MIDDLETON then maybe la idop ko penuh fairytale...but the truth is..its a beginning of a horror movie.hahahaha

(nampak dek laki aku ni mati.!!!) ;P
sowie yang..

ye la..korg ingat mudah ke segala urusan duniawi nieh?i dont know..may be sesetengah org akan protes..but to me,sedangkan idop sebatang kara pon susah..inikan nak adjust bersama dgn org lain.kan?isu lapok laa..but the thing is,mane ade yg mudah n senang aje.org kaya pon diduga macam2..so berbaliklah kepada surah Al-Baqarah,verse 286..

aku cemburu tgk pasangan yg bahagia je..(pd mata pandangan gue lah)..tatau la kot kat umah asik berbaling pinggan mangkuk aje..ye tak?we'll never know..hahaha...wallahualam...
eh tp jangan la ingat aku x bahagia plak...eh bahagia ke?hahahaha...gile meroyan sudehhhh... :P
pepepun..kpd rakan2 yg br berkahwin,tahniah ye...semoga kekal hingga hujung nyawa.bersabar menempuh dugaan.susah senang harungilah bersama.(kecuali tang sakit bersalin,yg pompuan tanggung sorg2 k?)hahahaha
aku da melepas azab tu...dah 4 org dah anak2 ku.now closed production...tggu giliran korg plak beranak pinak..yahuuuuuu